| I was given a 'not-so-surprise' surprise.... Been wanting a instant camera for quite some time.... My dream came true on 2011 x'mas day.... Le Siang bought it for me as a X'mas gift this year.... *Thank you so much for it (Le Siang)* Introducing my new baby, Ms. White X'mas 
The photos taken on the day itself.... ^.^ 
A pic of my niece playing in the swimming pool.... one of my fav pics which my niece is not willing to leave it with me.... i wish i never show her the picture... 
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Do you believe that one is able to look into a person's eyes and see everything that the person has been through? Does a person's eyes tell a story? Can you differentiate an angel from a devil by looking into one's eyes? Is it true that the eyes do not lie? i wonder..... |
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|  I don't look for forever because forever is like a dog that keeps chasing it's tail... it will only be forever chasing it but never reaching it...I just want 'now'...for at least I gained the satisfaction of knowing that I have once possess it...
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|  Last sunday I visited the orphanage with my group of friends.... thanks to Mary, the organizer of the event for giving us a chance to see this world through a different perspective...I used to do a lot of charity when I was young but I haven't been to an orphanage which have children that are in such a critical condition.... when I first reach there, I was feeling a little uncomfortable.... I didn't know how to react and don't know what to do... we just stand there looking at the children... my heart started to feel the pain for them... my eyes were really red... these kids and adults can do nothing but lie there waiting for ppl to help them eat and change.... they totally helpless... they couldn't do anything on their own.... they couldn't even speak... A 3 years old kid got tube stuck in to her noes so that she drink milk.... she doesn't have a complete mouth.... A 10 month old baby with such beautiful black eyes but is unable to see anything... he has minor fits every few mins.... my heart out to these ppl... and yet at the same time I was unable to bring myself to touch them.... I was scared and afraid... It took me a while before i am able to pull myself together... I told myself that i cannot cry and am not to bring unhappiness to these kids here.... we are here to help and bring joy... we cannot look at them as if we are looking at animals at the zoo... a friend was holding the 10 months old boy pass him to me... and I started to open up to them (the kids there).... I don't know how to describe this experience but it's something different... it's something that touched my heart.... it opened my eyes to a different world.... a world that I have only seen in tv but never in real.... i begin to believe even more that I am really really lucky..... I am not perfect but god gave me a body that is able to be independent.... he also gave me loved ones.... he gave me a family that could give more than what most ppl have in all aspect... I still think I am a foolish girl... but a lucky one... my life is a beautiful world... I shall not be ungrateful with my life... I shall love and treasure every moment of it....
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