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i'm not cheating, i'm just flirting
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| i'm 25 this year.... how many more years of youthful fun can i have before i turn 30??? what is life without fun? what is life if you have to live it in fears? i don't wanna live my life in fear and then regret the things i didn't do when i was young..... why can't i live my life that way? why everytime i come home late on the weekends you give me that sort of treatment? why is it that you have to tell who i shall mingle with and who i shall not mingle with? i want to live life.... i want to be able to think of my good times i had when i grow old..... i don't want to live a regretful life.....
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| Goodbye MJI was plucking my eyebrows when i heard the news on the radio. Hitz.fm morning crew announced that Micheal Jackson have passed away. My eyes were wet. I don't know if it's because i was plucking my eyebrow or it was because of the news but my heart didn't feel good. It's like a part of my childhood is gone. Micheal Jackson have been my idol when i was primary school. I remember learning to sing "we are the world" in one of our school camp. I remember the laughter that always come if someone try to impersonate him sing "Black and White". I remember so many of his songs that we perform in public for charity in Taman Desa Drama Club.I also remember the time when i almost got to go to his concert and didn't. That was when i was in highschool already. I regretted. I grew up listening to him and up till today i still enjoy listening to his music especially "Do you remember the time", "We are the world" and "In the Closet"
R.I.P Micheal Jackson. You will always be remember.
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| In a few days....I will be in the Hong Kong in 3days..... I have look forward to this trip ever since i first came back to m'sia..... That was like about 2 years ago.... I remember how i count the months and weeks in my mind after i bought my air ticket......Everytime i thought of this trip and the people i would be able to meet, i feel so excited and happy.....I even apply my leave few months before my holiday.... And then a large wave came by.... My mom was diagnose with cancer (first stage)..... Everything become uncertain..... Even this trip..... I'm now taking unpaid leave to go for this trip.... It's a bad impression to my boss and my colleagues.... I felt the pressure at work.... I do not know how to overcome it.... And then there's my mom..... Doc told us that it's first stage cancer but her CT scan showed that there's a lump in her lungs..... So she has to go for another last wed..... So until last wed we still do not know if it's confirmed that it is just stage one.... Aegean and I have parellel thoughts that if anything happen, i will just have to cancel the trip. We were all ready for cancellation to happen..... Now that everything is sort of almost comfirmed, i wish for it to be further away so that i will have time to prepare myself for the trip..... I have not pack..... I didn't buy gifts for my friends over there.... And it feels like the 6 days will pass by just like that and i'll be back here looking forward to the next trip there again..... Sigh.....Something that i look forward for so long became something that i have rush thru..... I know i will enjoy myself despite all the complaining now..... But i really wish it to be more perfect.... More planned out..... Less chaotic.... I don't even know who will be sending me to the airport this thurs.
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